the online diary
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Friday, January 22, 2010
You've changed, but why not for the better? Things seem to get worse by the day, and I know its not me. Its you. You're slowing tearing them and I apart. You go and turn into this person you're not, and then the next second it doesn't even matter to you anymore. I bet you don't even notice the things that you do and how it affects us. Its hurting them to see their son like this, and it kills me to stand by and watch, knowing that you've been like this for far too long. Knowing that you probably won't change and that I can't do anything about it. Then realizing you're not gunna be around much longer? yup, that kills like a bitch. This is what I think. You're not gunna be around much longer, leaving me hanging. You're gunna leave with me walking with my thoughts and questions.
Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? .. I can't even look at you the same anymore. I can't see the person who you used to be and I can't see potential for us. We can't make up the time that was lost and wasted. You decided to wasted it. I wasted my time trying so hard. I tried, you clearly didn't, so i'm at the giving up point. I know I know, I can't give up cause you're my brother. Its just hard to see it.. you don't even act or seem like my brother.
